Merry Christmas

Well another one comes and goes, and it was a good one, kids did good and all went well, abram had his first one and did well, abram is my sons bull dog, he had fun.. this will be the last one with all of us together in one house but thats life and it moves on so i must move with it, 2010 will be a good year and the first time i have been on my own since i was 19 years old, i look forward to it just being me, and of course my big dog and cats, well to all out there in the blog world i wish you the best day ever...eddie

Time for a new day!!!!!!

Well as the sun rises over a dark night it's time for me to step into the light and see the day for what it is, for the last 4 years i have sit and put my head in the sand waiting for god knows what,its time for a change in life and it starts with this blog, I'm tired if the Winnie shit i write about a past lost, I'm tired of living in a dream world that is not real, its time i pull up the old pants and kick a few ass's, i know a lot of people look at me as a peace of shit and all i have to say on that is don't look!!!!!!!

At the age of 51 i look forward to being just me again, since i was 18 i have always had some one to take care of in life, well now its just me and dam I'm going to make the most of it,got my dog and cat and that's all i really need, they say in life all works out for a reason well i see that now, i would Rather live alone than to live a fake life, my fat cat keeps me warm at night, well lets see how all this works out to all have a wonderful night...Eddie

Been gone awhile!!!!!

Well lets see if i can still do this, been gone a long time, missed every one but really needed to take a good look at me and fix alot of things in my life, i had the worst out look for a long time and had to slap myself and open my eyes to life..

Single is not so bad as it seems, life still move on just have to stay the course and make it count, still miss two loving arms but happy with me now and were i'm going in life, not perfect but good, i see alot of the blogs i read have not been doing so good , most just gone now, but i like my blog and it is a track of my life, maybe one day it will help someone to find there way in life or help them to see that no matter were life takes us you just have to smile and keep on living life to the best we can, there are so many things we never see in life, open your eyes see what life has to offer and grab on and hang on tight what you seek is there, well let me run for now to all peace and love...Eddie