Still here!!!

Armed with a closed heart and a cold out look on the world i still wake up every day and look upon the world and see all the wonderful things here, as i walk out side into the cold i see the wonder of color in the land, every thing is blooming, the sky is so very blue with white cloulds blowing by, the green of the grass on the ground, the smell of the new everywhere puts a smile on my face, its nice to see that no matter what happens around me that a higher power still cares to change the world and make it all new agine..Been working hard on life and understanding the feeling i carry every day, at times i'm lost and need two loving arms to hold me tight in the dark and then i'm a loner facing the world and being strong, but every day brings new wonderful things to see, slowly i find me and get on track . but all in all i'm happy with me and glad god put me here to face the world, he's got my back.........eddie