As i sit here typing i must get ready to bury a past love,at one time she was the most i could have wanted,as the years went by we went our own way,we talked all the time on the phone, b ut now she's gone  and i wonder why she took her life without calling me for help,some how i let her slip by with out knowing what to do,as i watch them put he in the fire saturday,i feel a lost place in my mind,may god watch over her...eddie

Well i came on to see if anyone is still here, me i'm alive and well still trying to live life the best i can,it's good to see i can still come here and vent and tell my many life time of shit to people and not have to worry about it, hope all is well with every one out there...eddie