As i sit here typing i must get ready to bury a past love,at one time she was the most i could have wanted,as the years went by we went our own way,we talked all the time on the phone, b ut now she's gone  and i wonder why she took her life without calling me for help,some how i let her slip by with out knowing what to do,as i watch them put he in the fire saturday,i feel a lost place in my mind,may god watch over her...eddie