A new day

Well the day started early and had to go service trucks, but all is going well, starting to get back in to life and look at things in a different light, i feel in a way i have lifted a weight off my head by letting go of the past, now i can only do the best i can and for those who think so low of me, well too bad you may think i'am a peace of shit but at least i took care of the things i had too and did not run away, made sure i worked and took care of my kids and stayed here when most people would have run a long time of go, but enought with that shit it is not worth the time to think about it. Right now at this point in time i feel good about myself and thats all i can do, work is good and my mind feels better all the time, i work on me dayly and that is a good thing, I am now taking time to see the world around me and to see things i never took time to see, I have lived in a please everyone but my self world for so long that i forgot about the most important things in life.

I love doing things for my kids and my friends, like fixing bikes and just taking time to smell a rose, or walk threw the grass with my shoes off, or just to smile at people, i look forward to the summer and riding my bike agine or just sitting on the beach, well let me go things call me away from the keys, to all have a wonderful day and smile..eddie